Written By: Deborah R.
As I learn to trust again, there is so much to learn.
God, I’m learning to trust myself. What a surprise, that there is
so much inside of me to learn to trust. I’m learning to listen to
me inside, to pay attention, to really hear.
I’m learning about my own wisdom, that I do know what is at
the heart of me, what I want, what I feel, what I need.
God, I’m learning to trust other people. There are people in
this world who do what they say they will do. I’m learning to
sort through people. I’m learning the difference between those
who have hurt me and those who have not. I’m learning,
gingerly, carefully, to put my weight down full on that
which can hold me up.
God, I’m learning to trust you. I’m learning to put into words
things I have been afraid to tell you. I’m learning that your
steadfast love endures forever, that you will not abandon me,
that you do not lie to me. I’m learning that you do not hurt me,
call me stupid, run out of patience, forget to do what you said
you would, change your mind, change the rules.
God, I’m learning to trust the truth. I’m learning its power,
tts freedom.
I’m learning that I can speak truth, believe truth…believe in me.
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